if only i'd though of the right words

day twelve.

it reads like a cliché of alternative taste.
a reading list for the impoverished and deprived-
unable to formulate their own opinion.
spoon feeding the masses.
ironically, it was due to being different that it occured.
branching out meant the road of the cliché.
how. ironic.
figureheads for the movement.
when robert smith becomes martin luther king jr.
how. ironic.
civil rights and civil liberties.
freedom, supremecy, of the individual.
without. judgement.
spoon feeding the masses.
when the heard becomes a heard.
when the one becomes a heard.
when one eighty became two zeros.
all to be different. and yet oh so the same.
day twelve presents mutliple challenges.
as does the spoonfeeding.
the expansion of the mind to the obsession
on nick and norah.
spoon. fed.
and in the awakening and the broadening
the mind becomes narrowed to focusing on one issue.
the one issue. that issue. the escape.
challenges, thus, re-emerge. or re-surface.
to combined with the date. the events. the time.
01:32.
more than a number. more than an hour.
the places that i should have been.
the place where i should be.
the people, the occurences, the possibilities.
the ifs, buts, probably not.
'why are they not here? why is she not here?
i really thought they would come this time!
i really thought she would come this time.'
'next time. i'm sure they'll show next time.'
'this was the next time. it's the never time. it's the last time.
[i put my faith in, so much faith in, you just threw it away.]'
possibilties. 8th deadly sin. imagination 9th.
one. infatuation.
two. obsession.
three. the possibility.
four. imagination.
five. desire.
six. glutony.
seven. impossibility.
seven deadly sins. beyond. the. realm.
seven.
i loved you seven.
imagination again. tick four.
lies. didn't make the list.
the.list.
the infinite playlist.