why don't you get it together now

day four

things are shaping up to be continually.bleak.
change came and went as time lingers on.
bad mood bare made for indulgence as compensation.
short live jubilation to feed the habit.
strength will arrive tomorrow.
a new sense of self- achievment.
or self denyl.
my best shot. optimisim. and perserverence.
it will get better.
it shall get better.
it has to get better.
if not tomorrow, the day after.
the week after. one day. soon.
i have a dream.

there were rapid statements about life commitments

day one.

time for change.
optimistic about the future and yet so emotionally attached to the past.
let the memories slide, with the 'fireflies.'
establishing favourites means fulfillment to some division.
'i just want to know what its like to be you.'
i'd sacrifice everything for the dream.
but would it be worth. only experience can know but
such an offer will never arise. pessimist.
listening to lovesongs was never wise.
confidentialities make me feel blessed.
listen to your friends.